Daily Meditations
Note: Each day in July we will review one “axiom” derived from trauma
work utilizing “holographic memory resolution” strategies.
JULY
1:
Axiom
One: We are magnetic to that which we bear (both consciously and
subconsciously).
JULY
2:
Axiom Two: To
cause trauma to others by overwhelming them emotionally binds us to them within
the “trance” state. We then
become captured by their act of perception and remain imprinted within them.
JULY
3:
Axiom Three: Trauma causes
repression of the immune system (documented fact); how we deliver information to
others can, therefore, shift their bodymind toward healing or illness.
JULY
4:
Axiom Four: Since trauma
causes repression of the immune system, and since every human being bears some
trauma, we do not know the potential of the human immune system without such
encoding.
JULY
5:
Axiom Five: Access
to encoded trauma memory is facilitated by amplifying the “reference beam”
(dorsal horn of the spine: access to all pain neurotransmissions) and the
“object beam” (holographic memory fragment used to encode the memory: ex. -
lump in the throat, knot in stomach, etc.) functions of the nervous system with
electromagnetic energy.
JULY
7:
Axiom Seven: Trauma resolution does
not mean having to relive memory; it simply involves releasing the emotional
charge trapped in the scene at the moment of encoding. Now that it’s 1999, and
the trauma has ended (hopefully), we can release this charge.
JULY
8:
Axiom Eight: Trauma always involves a “false message.”
This is due to the fact that it is an instant in which we find ourselves
momentarily unequipped to handle the incoming data/experience; we “freeze”
such moments subconsciously and automatically. The false message is the
distorted emotional content, which we store as our own.
JULY
9:
Axiom Nine: Pain is primarily
a product of encoded memory and can, most often, be readily released or reduced
by addressing the encoded trance states. Conventional
medicine views pain as primarily physiological in origin and generally overlooks
the statements of the bodymind originating in memory.
JULY
10: Axiom
Ten: Trauma
resolution occurs when the message imprinted in the subconscious mind is freed
of its negative emotional charge. The
event will remain in historical memory, but the emotional charge can no longer
be triggered. The original trance
state is neutralized. The event can
be integrated as wisdom.
JULY
11:
Axiom
Eleven: Trauma teaches us about our ability to alter our states of
consciousness, about our potential mastery of our holographic natures.
JULY
12: Axiom
Twelve: The “holographic mind” is the Higher Self: the capacity to
see beyond the limits of the body’s five senses into the various densities of
energy which comprise the more expansive “bodymind.”
JULY
13:
Axiom
Thirteen: Every human person is capable of accessing the holographic
physician/healer within. The more disassociated we are from our bodies through
traumatic experiences, the more we require the assistance of others to foster
safety and to enhance our “projection system.” Techniques are now available
to readily assist us in this restorative work.
JULY
14:
Axiom
Fourteen: Since emotions constitute
an “emotional bridge,” the freezing of emotion at a moment of trauma
precipitates a “bind” with the reality of another.
JULY
15:
Axiom
Fifteen: Just as Quantum Physics teaches us, our perceptive acts are
“creative” acts; they are acts of manifestation. When we freeze our
consciousness and our space-time perceptions at a moment of trauma, we merge
with those realities contained within our perceptual field.
The “shame” of others can, thus, become our own.
JULY
16: Axiom
Sixteen: Most relationship
conflicts are based on the triggering of unresolved trance states from the past.
When both individuals are acting from such triggered trance states, little
resolution can occur. The more we
work to resolve our own “trances,” the less likely we are to be triggered by
another.
JULY
17:
Axiom
Seventeen: Trauma involves the violation of one’s boundaries.
The more damaged the boundaries of an individual, the more easily s/he is
traumatized.
JULY
18: Axiom
Eighteen: Trauma resolution involves notifying the subconscious mind that we
have survived – that the encoded event is no longer true from current
perspective, and that the original circumstances left us with a false outdated
perception that can now be corrected.
JULY
19:
Axiom
Nineteen: We do not freeze all painful experiences equally within our bodymind.
The “peak moments” of pain that overwhelm us are encoded, and these
are simply “T-1” scenes: the moment immediately prior to the worst part of
the event. We do not freeze and encode all scenes. The fact is, we would
have all “lost it” long ago had we encoded all the painful scenes of our
traumatic experience equally.
JULY
20:
Axiom
Twenty: The study of trauma reveals our mastery over our sensory perception and
our space-time perception. Trauma
is relative to our own personal histories and perceptions.
JULY
21: Axiom
Twenty-One: All trauma scenes are
moments when we encoded a message of powerlessness. The repeated encoding of such messages programs us to
manifest such powerlessness in our lives. Such demonstrations of powerlessness
(as in the case of most addictions) are the normative indicators that we have
encoded experiences repressive to our true nature as creative beings capable of
manifesting our reality.
JULY
22: Axiom
Twenty-Two: Once a traumatic event is encoded, we receive many indicators as to
its presence and location. These
indicators often begin emotionally and mentally, and then proceed to manifest as
disease when we do not heed these earlier warnings.
The bodymind will speak louder and louder to get our attention.
JULY
23: Axiom
Twenty-Three: The trance states of our encoded traumas are capable of directing
the functioning of the cells and electromagnetic fields of our bodies. As
memories are triggered, we often “regress” into the emotional states of our
past. We are capable of releasing
these states and living fully empowered in the present.
JULY
24: Axiom
Twenty-Four: Humankind has survived due to its ability to disassociate itself from
its pain at a traumatic moment. We are, only now, becoming capable of releasing
such painful events without having to remain disassociated.
JULY
25:
Axiom
Twenty-Five: Most addictions
function as an attempt at controlled disassociation from pain. Without resolving the underlying psychological contributors
to the need to medicate, we are prone to relapse.
The primary psychological contributors are traumatic experiences.
JULY
26: Axiom
Twenty-Six: We are here to
experience spiritual enlightenment; to live pain free, to be “healed” is the
side effect of focusing our healing abilities on ourselves.
JULY
27: Axiom
Twenty-Seven: The key to trauma
resolution is the assumption of the parent-nurturer role with respect to
oneself. Our parents did the best they could; some did more poorly than others.
Our “parents” were only our trustees.
The true “parent” of the
self, capable of completing the nurturing our parents began (in varying degrees
of success) is "I".
JULY
28: Axiom
Twenty-Eight: We are simply being taught how to love ourselves into wholeness.
This is possible even from the perspective of the past.
Just because our parents could not give us “all” the love we needed,
this does not mean that we cannot recognize or realize the power within us to
complete our development.
JULY
29: Axiom
Twenty-Nine: It is an ancient and valid spiritual path:
to discover what love is by eliminating what it isn’t.
Past generations, with their traumas set us on the path of the “via
negativa.” With the capacity to heal the negative emotional “charge” of
our traumatic memories, perhaps we can now reside more often in the “via
positiva” and come to know the immense loving, spiritual power we hold.
JULY
30: Axiom
Thirty: We are not our traumas.
But they have subsumed our identities and those of many previous
generations. Until now, we have
evolved mostly subconsciously from subconscious (trauma-induced) intentionality.
We will know who we are and what we are capable of as we resolve the blockages.
The epiphany of our “true selves” is imminent.
JULY 31: Axiom Thirty-One: The physical body is the current status report regarding the resolution of our encoded memories and our current state of evolution. It mirrors to us exactly that which is resolved and that which remains to be addressed.
AUG.
1:
We are each and every one becoming conditioned to continual bombardment
of the senses. Desensitization is already occurring and being accepted as
the status quo. Our children are
being raised desensitized to much that was once deemed precious and vulnerable.
AUG.
2:
We must each learn about setting sensory parameters: boundaries to honor
the sanctity of each act of perception. This
cannot mean rigidity, but neither can it endorse disrespect. We
must listen within to find the balance.
AUG.
3:
“Media” does not occur “out there” – it is that which is known,
felt and perceived within the temple of the mind. What have you worshipped this
day?
AUG.
4:
The language we speak within our minds – these thoughts are the chants
of our temple.
AUG.
5:
I believe that Prime Creator is not a manifestation, but rather a
consciousness that inhabits all time, space, energy, matter, form, and intent,
as well as non-time, non-matter, non-energy, non-form, and non-intent.
It is the only consciousness that unifies all states of being into one.
It is the sum of experience in time and non-time.
AUG.
6:
There are many forms of meditation, many vehicles of contact.
Take a “break” to step outside the constraints of space and time.
AUG.
7:
We seek simply to live fully in the present: we seek the “perfect
moment” wherein our full attention, the totality of our consciousness is rapt.
AUG.
8:
The easiest path to the greatest future is in living the perfection and
beauty offered in the present moment. It
is found by living from the intuitive knowing, the God within.
AUG.
9:
When we recognize the face of God amidst that which is abhorrent, we have
achieved enlightenment. A certain “depth perception” is needed, however.
AUG.
10:
Every
trauma memory offers a conversion moment: an
opportunity to recover ourselves from a perception of powerlessness and
frozenness.
AUG.
11: We
take into ourselves the pain of others through 3 mechanisms: 1) because all
perception occurs “within” us to begin with (whether good/bad), 2) because
we often love others more than ourselves and are empathically linked with their
experience, and 3) because we were “designed” to learn through blind
imitation (especially during years 1-5).
AUG.
12: Find
those persons, places and experiences that nurture your spirit. Find rest in
them.
AUG.
13: The
top four “spiritual experiences” identified via survey are:
1) the birth/arrival of a child, 2) proximity to death, 3) an intimate
interpersonal relationship, and 4) a moving experience in Nature. Interesting
that these are all profoundly moving emotional experiences and are also
primarily “horizontal” rather than “vertical” in nature.
AUG.
14: In
the reduction of our “attention span,” we are losing our capacity for
sustained listening to each other. It
was challenging enough before strategies were devised to capture our attention
through 20-30 second bursts of images and information.
The subsequent overload has produced a desensitization that affects
listening on the other end: under
bombardment, we live between riveted and numb. Our senses require rest.
AUG.
15: With
the continual bombardment of our senses, we must learn to prioritize for
ourselves that which we “expose ourselves to” in a given day.
Our understanding of the sensitivity of our nervous systems and the ease
with which memories are triggered has helped us to see the potential abuses of
“free speech” and First Amendment rights.
AUG.
16: Simplicity
relates to releasing those things/attachments that make us complex
(complicated). From the Latin: com-plica
(with “folds”). In our
“manifold” existence we are capable of fragmenting our vision and losing
sight of the singularity of all consciousness, the interconnectedness of all
things. Return to simplicity;
return to your single-minded vision of life.
AUG.
17: Listen
to your thoughts. Our self-dialogue always reveals our current state of mind:
the issues surfacing for healing, the triggers that are surfacing to bring us
healing.
AUG.
18: When
every encounter with another human being is one of gratitude, you have achieved
enlightenment. It is easy to love
those who are correspondingly loving and kind; it is gratitude toward the
“offender” that provides the greatest growth. This, however, is not a
“blind” gratitude, but one informed by the lessons learned between souls who
share a common purpose.
AUG.
19: Do
not listen or judge yourself in terms of morality, but in terms of unconditional
love first. Without love to ground our identities, right action is an exercise
in frustration.
AUG.
20: There
is no “good” or “bad” there are only lessons and perceptions. All is
encompassed within the Divine Mind.
AUG.
21:
In
the grocery store the other day, I heard a man say that he had stopped
practicing any religion because of those he had known who were handicapped at
birth, or injured by tragedy or “accident.”
Spirituality offers an understanding of human pain and suffering that
traditional systems have often failed to grasp. Religious systems have not always communicated spiritual
truth effectively to those in need. There are no accidents. And all proffers
meaning within the Divine Mind.
AUG.
22: Rather
than become discouraged by the suffering I have seen, I am a more fervent
believer in the Divinity we are revealing.
AUG.
23: There
is a shift in consciousness coming. It is no longer an “option.”
Human consciousness is reaching “critical mass.” Latent potentials
for communication, self-healing, empowerment are all emerging.
This has been our exigency from the outset.
Timing is everything, however.
AUG.
24: There
will be a series of shifts coming in our view of ourselves, illness, pain,
medicine, relationships, our treatment of our minds and bodies.
We are rapidly approaching the limits of our ability to stimulate our own
pain: media, live “violence” as entertainment, “special effects.” We are
increasing the stimulation of our subconscious triggers in a geometric
progression. The consequences are imminent.
AUG.
25: The
increased stimulation of our pain triggers is giving rise to an increased
surfacing of memory-based pain. Medical
science is having increasing difficulty treating certain syndromes and illnesses
and, in many cases, is proving ineffectual. Hence, interest and belief in “alternative” medicine is
dramatically increasing. The reason
is simple: most pain symptoms
arising in a given day are the product of the mind and memory, not some
reductionistic distortion of our physiology alone.
The ancients recognized this.
AUG.
26: Most
pain goes away once we recognize it as memory and address it respectfully as
such.
AUG.
27: Merely
talking about our experiences does not always release the “trance” our
body-mind created to contain it. Our
“trances” must be addressed in their integrity. The “sacred moment” when our five year old self was
frozen within a scene of space and time to fend off a feeling of emotional
death, must be respected for the divine-creative act that it was: using our
creativity to manage the overwhelming moments of the human condition.
AUG.
28: Since
such moments are encoded subconsciously and automatically, it raises the
question about how much time you and I spend “acting out” our encoded trance
states, and how much time humankind has really spent in the exercise of a
“free will.” We may not know what “free will” or “free creativity”
is until we stop creating subconsciously from our negatively acquired imprints.
AUG.
29: Similarly,
we may not know the power of the bodymind to heal itself until we recognize and
decide to release the “trance states” that hold our immune systems captive.
We know that encoded trauma represses immune system functioning. So show
me a human person without trauma! Hence:
show me a human person with an “optimally operational” immune system!
I haven’t met one yet.
AUG.
30: The
“prototype” will emerge from the “subconsciously clear” child. The
children are our greatest hope. We must reach them and offer them new solutions
before they learn to medicate as most of us have.
AUG.
31: If
you could see into the “holographic electromagnetic fields” of the average
person, you would be overwhelmed by the densities of energies that s/he has
encoded. On some days, with one
client, I will see the release of 12-15 holographic memory fragments. And each
fragment extends into many other nerve centers and EMF’s of the system.
To see the totality in oneself or others would overwhelm us in our
current state of evolution.
SEPT.
1: One
encoded memory holds captive cells and electromagnetic fields whose mandate is
to remain frozen in a specific moment of space and time – all sense
perceptions in suspended animation, until such time as we are “safe” enough
and capable of releasing it.
SEPT.
2: Most
of us spend a great deal of time interacting with the subconscious minds of
others, assuming them to be consciously, morally in control of their lives and
acting from a place of “free will.” How surprised we are when we finally see
the truth.
SEPT.
3:
Most relationship conflicts, for instance, are the by-product of my
unresolved memories and “supercharged emotional content”(from past memory)
interacting with that of my friend/partner.
SEPT.
4: We
are individuated expressions of the Divine Spirit, divested into the
human/physical “vehicle” –
searching for higher understanding, appreciation, and expression of existence.
SEPT.
5: We
are here to learn to both integrate our own “intrapersonal” consciousness
and our “interpersonal” consciousness into the whole; we are here to align
ourselves in harmony within the fragmented aspects of our own spirits, and with
each other. This is achieved
through a loving integration of these once disparate aspects of ourselves and
can be achieved in no other way.
SEPT.
6:
There is a Prime Creator – a source from which all of existence is
primordially linked. Its order is readily apparent, even in the seemingly
“disordered” patterns of our existence.
Just as our own darkness gives us cause for greater appreciation of the
light, so does the divine consciousness see the purpose and meaning of all: pain
& pleasure, joy & sadness, light & darkness.
It is said that the Divine Consciousness grows and evolves in a manner
similar to how each individuated spirit evolves and grows.
SEPT.
7:
It is true that we are microcosmic mirrors of the divine mind
experiencing its own movement toward higher understanding and self-expression.
SEPT.
8:
There is a perfect and remarkable interplay each day within our own
states of consciousness. Our
existence is valued by this interplay. Oftentimes
we are unaware of our shifts in and out of such states, and are equally
oblivious to the contribution that others have made to create these states that
so readily shape our daily existence.
SEPT.
9:
We have survived through our ability to alter our states of
consciousness: we move in and out of “trances” daily: some are more intense
than others. We daydream; we fantasize; we remember with love; we are triggered
into recall of our pain; we “flash-back” to frozen moments of overwhelm.
Thusly, we have survived.
SEPT.
10: Now
comes the ability to release our frozen trance states and master our states of
consciousness.
SEPT.
11:
Prayer is entering the holographic mind, the Higher Self, and connecting
with those energies that link us beyond the illusions of space and time. We can
send healing light to anyone anywhere through the holographic universe.
SEPT.
12:
Visualize in your mind someone who needs your love, healing light. Ask
permission to assist him/her: ask
permission to assist. What color
does he/she need? Send that color through his/her body where needed.
There is an effect.
SEPT.
13: Surround
yourself with a circle of those who love/have loved you unconditionally. Picture
them sending you the colors you need to remember who you really are.
Feel the colors move through your body. Use this meditation when you lose
touch with your truth, your “center.”
SEPT.
14: Practice communing with the beauty of nature. Take a walk today.
Realize that the beauty you behold is actually a quantum creation within you.
Celebrate what you are.
SEPT.
15:
Quantum perception works both ways. The beauty occurs within us. The
violent images we read/observe/watch are also created deep within our
holographic minds. Then we act surprised when our children “act out” these
creations already beheld deep within. We will examine this in next month’s
meditations.
SEPT.
16:
We must attend more carefully to our self-talk. More often than not, a
significant percentage of our self-talk is simply a mirroring of our earliest
messages as children. Check to see if the voices within your self-talk are your
own.
SEPT.
17:
Most of the pains in our bodies are the
triggered memories of our past surfacing for healing and resolution. When
discomfort arises do not assume dysfunction on the part of body, but, rather,
assume the presence of a significant statement or declaration by the bodymind.
SEPT.
18:
The overstimulation of our senses so common
to this day and time has resulted in many distractions. Let us learn again to
attend to ourselves and our needs.
SEPT.
19:
Many of us have become so preoccupied with
survival that we have forgotten that “play” and relaxation are important
needs. When was the last time you stopped to play?
SEPT.
20:
When did your childhood end? Did it end prematurely? Do you remember
having one? As ACOA reminds us,
“It’s never too late to have a happy childhood.”
Mitsubishi also borrowed the concept in their commercial.
SEPT.
21:
It would appear that the goal of trauma resolution is to lead us beyond
the constraints of space and time. By healing our traumas, we are free to attend
to the eternal present: being fully present to ourselves, and, consequently, to
others as well.
SEPT. 22: Identify one way in which you can be more present to yourself and practice this today.
SEPT.
23:
We do not realize the power we hold within
ourselves. It is readily seen in the speed with which we are capable of both
storing consciousness and releasing it, as in cases of trauma.
SEPT.
24:
We
do not yet know how to define “consciousness,” but we understand the issue
of our “states of consciousness” to be the source of our harmony or discontent.
SEPT.
25:
A trauma is an altered state of
consciousness: altered by necessity due to the overwhelming nature of an
emotional or physical experience. Even physical injuries are encoded as
emotional trauma once they reach a certain pain level.
The physical body can mandate the attentions of the emotional body.
Ever see the pain of a child go from physical to emotional after a fall?
The pain becomes readily overwhelming to one with tender boundaries.
SEPT.
26:
Trauma is also relative to “your” perceptions.
This is why those within our own families sometimes see the same event
quite differently from how we perceived it.
SEPT.
27:
We
are discovering that most diseases are the product of encoded trance states.
Perhaps it is best if we check for memory first and biochemical problems second.
SEPT.
28:
Trauma causes a dense heavy energy to become
encoded in the memory-related nerve centers of the body. Once we acquire enough
of this overwhelming, dense energy, the depressed feeling moves into a trance
state of its own, encoding the depressed condition as a trauma.
The “trance” containing the depressed feelings must also be
addressed.
SEPT.
29:
The common source underlying most diseases
is memory. We are learning just how true this is.
SEPT. 30: What is the potential of the human person? Freed of the constraints of the past, of the restrictions of space and time, our spirits will find unhindered creative expression.